Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Packing

Cannon is growing so quickly and I just love this stage in his life. He is learning so fast and his personality is really starting to come out. He makes me laugh and I am so glad he's mine!I haven't been feeling well at all. In addition to all the regular "recovery" problems, my kidneys are giving me one heck of a fight and I am getting SO sick of being sick or always hurting.
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Luckily there are still reasons to smile and fight the fight and regardless of what I've been through I know that I am still so blessed. We are getting ready to head up to Bear Lake with my family for a week and I am excited for my kids to have a beach to play on, a pool to swim in, and most importantly Aunts and Uncles and Cousins and Grandparents to spoil them and give them the attention they deserve. My kids have been so understanding and helpful, but it still makes me feel bad for them that they have such a lame mom right now. They find ways to entertain and take care of themselves.


For example, I was trying to pack stuff for Bear Lake and came in to see that Cannon wanted to be sure I packed him some toys, and most importantly that I didn't forget HIM.
Here he is sitting in the suitcase and reading some books (which is his favorite thing right now). It made me laugh and smile and just happy to be who am I. It was just what I needed to get me through the day.
Then Kylee got in on the act and I realized that no matter what life hands me, I am one lucky girl!

3 comments:

Kaylynn said...

I am so sorry that you are still not feeling well! I am inspired by your positive attitude. You are an amazing person and your kids are so lucky to have you for their mom. You are in my prayers.

Aimee said...

Your kids are so darling and so lucky to have you for a mom. I'm sorry that you're not feeling well. I'm right there with ya right now!

L said...

You kiddies are so cute in the suitcase. I hope you have fun...you deserve a break. I'm sorry about the health junk, you are a fighter though. You are always in my prayers!